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Tuesday, 20 April 2010

Meredith Andrews - Come Home.

I wanted to end my life so badly last week. The battle is so strong.
My kids are my life line.
I'll fight for this fight them My eldest sent me this song
No words can express how it makes me feel.
Love you all loads xx


Maria Louise said...

I'm so sorry that you want to end your life. I have those dark moments too and continue to struggle with depression. I have learned to reach beyond the dark and find daily 'pause moments' that bring light to my life. I hope I can be a resource for you.

Carrie Cooper said...

Carrie @

Dear Runaway Child--
A few years ago I was diagnosed with a crippling chronic illness. I was in-out wheelchairs, homebound, and bedbound at times. I was in horrible pain. I got to the point that I just wanted to die, go to heaven, just so I could be out of pain. I wanted relief from the pain. I knew my thoughts werent healthy so I finally confided in my husband and sister. I can honestly tell you that after I talked with someone else that those thoughts became less and less (i also had to take medication).

I dont know what is going on in your life, but God does. He knows you. Please tell a friend whats going on in your mind. Let them in. Let them help. You know those thoughts arent healthy. Youre a Christian and know that God wants you to have an abundant, joyful life here and in heaven. Ask God to show you who to confide in.

Ill be praying for you (really!)